It's getting close. Almost too close for my taste. There seems to still be so much to consider, think, plan, etc. and NO time in which to do so. I need to rethink some of my packing, rethink some of my items. It's so hard to try and figure out what I'll want/need over there.
I saw my doctor for the last time yesterday. He's proud of my taking this on. I'm proud of me too. But I'm also apprehensive. I'm in a fragile state of mind. Not quite sure what will happen when I get there. (I mean I know what will happen work-wise, day plans, etc.) But I don't know what will happen to my attitude.
I'm a little nervous. A lot excited. And overwhelmed with emotions that cannot be controlled. I'm trying to take it as easy as possible. Not over-stress or worry. Things that are out of my control and therefore cannot be changed, will just have to happen.
In the meanwhile, I still have a cat that needs a good home. I still need to purchase a few items for my new life and I need to find a way to do that without loosing my mind.
I'm going into my old office today to do some contract work. It feels weird saying that. For 1.5 years I lived, breathed, thought Sage and now it's been out of my mind for 3 weeks and I'm hoping I haven't forgotten it all!
Today's mission: Go to Costco, buy beer for the party. I can't tell you how grateful I am to have rockstar neighbors who are willing to not only cook but also do all the prep work. Plus, can these boys cook! :)
I should probably get ready to go, but will be thinking about how to settle down my heart so I don't suffer a massive anxiety attack on the way to Switzerland.
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